I guess its time for an update or a reality check with self again.
Grant it, all things happen in God’s timing –
with all the jetsetting and stressful jobs and new ventures, honestly having children is kind of the least of my worries during my day to day. However, I am a dreamer – like a big picture thinker at all times and then become really Type A when it comes to planning those big picture items out.
I swear when we built our home, I haggled the most out of our builder then any of my neighbors, as all of their homes look like the model and ours has things they didn’t even think about.
I’m a “think about the function first, practical” type of person blended so perfectly with the take a leap of faith and jump personality.
And so… here we are again – an update for unexplained infertility.
Now grant it, the unexplained part about it is that we don’t know God’s timing.
But Faith without works is completely dead.
So, I am switching specialists…
I did the big practice that advertised every where and had the fancy schmancy office near the nice hospital and what not. Been a patient of theirs going on a year in April and yet – here I am right where I started a year ago.
Upon referral of two friends, I am switching specialists for a second opinion and perhaps get in return more understanding and a second type of plan versus going straight for my pockets for the high priced fertility treatments.
Let’s see how this goes.
In the meantime, I am going to be working on 6 shows over this weekend doing production make up. Another reason why this is a perfect time to be doing whatever and going wherever the wind blows me sans children.
C’mon now there is always a silver lining.

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4 thoughts on “Well…

  1. Cece says:

    Glad you can find the silver lining and are not obsessing so much over it. I'm sure stressing doesn't help at all. Good luck with the new specialist.


  2. Danielle says:

    I know exactly how you feel. God does have a plan and I am positive that when he reveals it, it will be awesome. From one “temporarily (that's what my doctor calls it)” infertile girl to another. I will be praying for you. I know it's so easy to get kinda caught up in the “why nots” and the “what ifs.” XoXo


  3. Courtney says:

    My friend is in ur shoes right now nd just switched dr's who is expediting everything. After trying for 18 months, clomid for 6 months and no preg, they r doing an ultrasound and checking for endometreosis. I will pray for u this dr gives u answers soon!!!! Sending lots of preggo vibes ur way….


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